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I forget everything!

So today started out like every other day.. i woke up late, I got dressed and tried to hurry out the door so that i could go to my hair stylist i woke up at 9:30 and my appt was at 10:30 (it takes me an hour or a little after to get there) so i had to hurry up, needless to say i made it without a minute to spare and nobody was there! there was a sign on the door saying that she was closed until May 18, today is the 11th . My actual appt was on the EIGHTEENTH! at this point i just had to sit there for a minute and think, what is wrong with me? I had to go back into our facebook conversation and sure enough she said the 18th. Stupid MS. I was never like this before, i never had brain fog everyday like i am now. Half the time (mostly all the time) i forget everything! Im so over it.. So i drove back home.. came home and crawled in the bed trying to shut my mind down once again and just take a nap.. i took a hour nap.. I was getting ready to go pick my little sister up from school, and my nana came back home from being outside down the road.. and she was very sick, (she had been feeling fine all day.) she was freezing cold , had a temp of 102.3, severe headache, slurred speach, weakness etc. I was extremely worried about her , ( i live with her, she is very special to me!) i said please please go to the doctor and she refused.. she is one of those types of people who never wants to see a doctor. I lost my grandfather because he was to darn stubborn to go see a doctor. As im sitting here right now, that has been a couple hours ago.. she is laying in bed resting.. im not quite sure what happened to her, but it scared me too death. Anyways , yeah you can see kinda how stressful my day was! I also notice alot more when im driving, its like i kinda have vertigo, i have to squint my eyes just to see.. again, stupid MS. I hope you all enjoy reading my everyday blogs, i am new at this.. but i feel like i have alot to say! thanks to everyone who supports me and reads this !  I enclosed a picture of me and my grandmother just in case anyone is curious! im gonna close this here for tonight.. goodnight !

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