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My day today has consisted of me trying my best to be normal.. I have struggled alot with depression and anxiety today.. Nobody knows why MS causes you to be depressed.. you just are!! Its the worst feeling when your family asks whats wrong all the time.. and you have no clue yourself why your feeling the way that you do... I never had vertigo so bad until today.. i can just be sitting down and everything is spinning.. so I got prescribed Copaxone injections when i was first diagnosed.. i tried them for a while and they started making me have really bad chest pains.. it scared me so of course i stopped. i have been treatment free for 10 months.. i know i know.. i need to do something.. but what? i try to look up natural things.. and i try them all the time but it just seems like a quick fix not longterm. BTW.. if anyone struggles with severe fatigue.. find a local health food store.. and get some real dandelions (or go pick your own, its the same thing) and brew it like coffee and make a tea out of it.. drink one cup a day.. it seemed to help me alot.. because dandelions serve as a natural caffiene. but yeah i tried that.. i take fish oil gummies and vitamin D.. My nuero doesnt seem to support natural things though.. but anyways.. im gonna try and lay down and get some rest, its been a very long day! im hoping that maybe the posts i make on here will help someone or make someones day.. goodnight yall!

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