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Hey guys! So its the end of the day, I am finishing off my day with some extra cheesy mozzarella cheese sticks! :) So today was a pretty boring day, I woke up late AGAIN.. Update on my nana, she seems a little off today but she is doing a little better, im still not sure what happened though. So i woke up this morning with the ambition to DIET. anyone that knows me knows that i never ever mean it when i say that im gonna go on a diet.. I have heard a lot of people say that people with MS shouldnt be overweight. I am 20.. 5'6.. and i weigh 285 lbs.. yes i used to be comfortable with my weight and very confident, but now i am not.. dont get me wrong i support plus size allllll the way! :) but its affecting how i feel everyday.. and its something i HAVE to do for myself and my health.. i honestly eat so much junk food during the day.. but i feel like food puts me in my comfort zone.. Im not sure if anybody with MS experiences this or not.. but.. when i eat any kind of white pasta or white rice, im litterally in the bed all day the next day.. i had someone tell me MS isnt the cause but who knows.. i used to be able to eat anything.. but anyways, im going to start researching some good diets and seriousslllllyyyy start one.. i wish i had some motivation or a personal trainer but in my area, thats a joke.. I myself think that water is the key but its so hard for me.. But enough complaining .. im going to end this one for tonight.. thank you guys so much for viewing my blogs! it means the world to me ! 

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